Falling down into a hole of emptiness and despair
Swimming in your hate, drowning in unrequited desires
Painful wants and needs ruling the conscious mind
The twistedness of your fantasies, chasing away the weak
Easily broken are the bonds upon your wickedness
Effortless corruption, my influence runs deep
Vengeance taints your soul, the wrongs are building
Demanding to be set right, seeking retribution
On a razors edge, purge you soul
The inferno burns away the final shreds of decency
Exposing truth, charred and worthless
Purity left to rot, reeding in the sun
No light but a candle's wavering flame
Guttering, barely able to remain
When that ceases to be, plunged into the foulest pit
Lashing out, grasping for piece of reality
Your cold hands drenched in blood
Innocence sacrificed to feed the bloodlust
The hunger grows until it consumes all that you know.
Anonymous
November 8 2005, 16:58:20 UTC 6 years ago
well done...
how is the art and writting coming? you are so talented, you should write a book, dedicate it to me, and let me help you tour for the signing...things are almost done for you there... i think the closer you get to completion the more you get twitchy...stop freaking out... people are stupid and you are so much smarter than the rest of us...you know this, now don't let shit get you down...i am here if you need me...see you in about a month...later sweetie...-beth
xoxoxoxoxoxo
November 13 2005, 09:51:32 UTC 6 years ago
Re: well done...
The art and writing are the only things going well. My drawings are better than ever. Right now I am working on a piece that will become a back piece for Ben. It's a demon standing behind a nude nun. I have to finish it tonight or tomorrow though so that he can get it done over break. As for being done that is a joke I still have over a year left I think that is part of what is making me twitchy. I fucking hate it here and I have no hope of leaving anytime soon. Well I will see you when I get home. Make sure I have a up to date phone # and such. Luv ya much. MaryNovember 9 2005, 02:18:09 UTC 6 years ago
November 13 2005, 09:51:58 UTC 6 years ago